Archive for pain

The Sun Wakes One..

Posted in jt with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 24, 2012 by norcaliluv

The sun wakes one,

But is unable to warm the bones with-in.

While masses consume food and warmth by the ton.

Tomorrow will find others still frail and thin.

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With an animosity that refuses to tire ….

Loneliness, despair and hunger attack.

Just as a coal separated from the fire,

The soul alone turns cold and black.

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All men fall down,

But only some are left behind

Is there guilt in that “some”

To justify men’s judgment unkind?

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Cast down your gaze…

See the world the humble see.

It will truly amaze,

To deny oneself, makes ones soul soar free.

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I have sat alone in suffering.

My heart been filled with self-pity and revenge.

Step by painful step I get closer to the ring.

Thankful for life, the light of new days no longer makes me cringe.

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Courage and blessing to those who struggle alone…

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Sight to Sound

Posted in jt with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 29, 2012 by norcaliluv

I want so desperately to be able to communicate what is alive in my soul. My love falls down sheer cliffs of neglect or personal ideals unreached. I am failing in many ways but I have had the ideals of hero’s. I hope to bless you but I am unsure about poems that, like this one are almost random gushes of self expression. I’m not sure that it is a joy for others to read. I hope so. May God bless you with strength for every struggle you encounter..   JT

Try to lay it down from sight to sound

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Words are ordered in a round

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Struggle and search for Truth to be found

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Make the silent pen with Love resound

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I’ve cast many times broken morals to the ground

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In Heavens Grace I hope for to the earth is my soul bound

I Bend Down Low

Posted in jt, Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 29, 2012 by norcaliluv

My soul it bends low, it burns with a soft dark glow…
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High and low it searches, desperate like a penniless merchant.
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Broken is the path of my soul, in my heart left a gapping hole.
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Love malfunctioned, love missused, love gone away for it has been abused.
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Please come back to me, touch the dark heart and set me free.
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I bend down low, forgive me please and release loves light into my soul…

Good Medicine

Posted in jt, Uncategorized, Veritas et Aeuqtias with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 5, 2012 by norcaliluv

Can’t hardly see to write
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Must be that time of night
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Deep in plot ’bout this war I fight
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Without good medicine I would not sleep well tonight.

JT

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If Life Loves Not….

Posted in jt, Veritas et Aeuqtias with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 3, 2012 by norcaliluv

If life loves not, then why should I
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I see nothing real with the naked eye
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Your fake ass lies sufferers decry.
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I lay here alone and here alone I        die
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No soul to comfort me bye and   bye
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You judge and minimize these tears I cry.
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Many times I wish I had wings, to fly.
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If you had taken a moment to look into my eyes
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A love lives there you could not deny.
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I crouch down as around me devil’s fly
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If life loves not, then why should I.
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I see no friends and hear only demons cries.
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Alone I’m not bitter, but still I die.
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This lonely battle I wage  inside.

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